Finding My Style (and Fighting Imposter Syndrome)
When I step behind the camera, something special happens, but also something scary. I see more than just a face in front of me smiling and waiting for me to direct them — I see layers of personality, hints of stories untold, and sparks that make each person completely unique. This is why I fell in love with creative, personality‑driven portrait photography.
I’ve never been interested in anything simple, sadly. I love when a shoot feels a little bold, a little editorial, a little different and very unique. Give me textures, props, colors, or something unexpected — I want every image to feel like it couldn’t belong to anyone else but you.
But here’s the part I don’t always talk about:
✨ I have imposter syndrome.
Sometimes when I look at the incredible photographers in this industry, I wonder if I’m good enough. I catch myself comparing my work, my journey, my studio, and I feel that little whisper of doubt. I get nervous, I start to question myself, I plan and plan some more then make changes and still ask myself the same dreaded question:
“Who do you think you are?”
But then… I remember what made me want to get into photography, I remember the meaningful conversations with family and friends. I even find myself rewatching youtube videos I saved to reassure me that I can do this! I enjoy laughing with clients, hearing their stories, and catching that spark in their eyes — and then I fall in love with what I do all over again. Because it’s not about being the “best.”
It’s about connection.
It’s about creating something, memorable, honest and joyful and real.
Every time a client says,
“That was fun!,”
it quiets that inner saboteur. It reminds me that my style — this playful, bold, personality‑driven way of creating — is exactly what I’m meant to share.
So if you stopped to read this, thank you for being part of my journey. I’m excited to keep sharing, exploring, experimenting, and creating with you. And if you’ve ever felt like you weren’t good enough — trust me, I’ve been there too. But together, we can make something beautiful. 💛
